OhGod

You make me happy.

What am I doing

A power button.

Computers give us so many options. Sleep. Hibernate. Restart. Shutdown.

I wish we had those options. Restart for when you felt wise enough to start over. Or pained, but not pained enough. You want a restart because you’re done with your life, but you don’t hate it enough to shut down.

Sleep for as long as you wanted. No questions asked. No biological inconveniences. Just sleep. And there would be no ‘how can she be SLEEPING at this hour?!’..People would understand.

Hibernate for years at a time. You’d stop aging. Your body would slow down. Time would bend for you. Other peoples lives would go on. And you could choose to wake up whenever you felt like you were ready to live life all over again. Kinda like coming back to school after vacations.

Then you’d have a shut down option. This would be when you decided you were content with whatever you’ve done. You could do more, obviously. But you’re happy. You would have the option of settling your affairs and tying up loose ends and voila. That’s about it.

I’m done. I’ve had a good life. Learnt lots. Seen places. Received boundless love. Felt boundless love. Had amazing friends. Amazing experiences. Thrills. Silly laughter fits. Adventures. I’ve done everything. I’m done now.

If only I had an option. I’d tie up loose ends, settle my affairs and shut down.