Hatred

I hate you with all my heart at the moment. With more hate then I was ever capable of.

You lied. You left me alone. What happened to all the promises to be there no matter what? You said you’d be there if I got sick. Or if I was disabled. Or if I were bald. Or a million other things.

You said you’d be there no matter what

I’m lying on the floor crying my eyes out and typing this because its too much to keep in

I hate you. Detest you. Abhor you. You used me. You took all of me and threw me away. Think about it. That’s what you did. You’re an asshole.

You’re the biggest asshole of them all because I expected you to leave. I wanted you to leave. And you made me believe that some things do work out. And that youd never leave. You convinced me.

And when I finally started believing you decided to change your mind

I hate you so much it hurts. It hurts to look at you. It hurts to think. It hurts all the time.

It hurts when I give my grandmother the cold shoulder just so she doesnt bring you up. It tears me everytime she says your name.

Would you still have left if id told my parents? Would you be that cruel too?